I have been having a lot complicated feelings about my church for the past couple years. Change is so hard for me and this transition time has been rough. Also in that two years, two of my children have stopped attending regularly or at all. And that is so hard. 💔
There have been good things too, don't get me wrong. But my heart still mourns people and dear friends who have left. Although my heart is joyful over new friends who have come. I guess its like that old Girl Scout song... make new friends but keep the old... one is silver and the other gold....
If I am honest, I was dreading this day. I was not on board with this whole anniversary celebration. I wasn't sure I wanted any part of it. Why? Let's just leave it at there's been a lot of hard lately.
I was over joyed though to learn my sister and her boys were coming and my son was coming.
At 9 o'clock there was a Church History lesson- which sounds dry and boring but it was a delight. Funny and nostalgic, I enjoyed every second. The Nemitz family has a long legacy at Alive Wesleyan Church. My grandparents were part of the original charter members that literally broke ground and built our church.
In the worship service my Dad was honored for his legacy of prayer leadership. I, for one am so thankful for my Dad and his prayers through the years.
Alive felt like home again and my heart was overflowing. I had conversations that gave me hope for the future. I can not even express how much joy it gave me to share this day with my sister and my two youngest children, also friends, old and new. I know my grandparents would enjoyed this day so much.
I can honestly once again say I am excited for the things happening at Alive Wesleyan Church. The love I have for this body of believers, the outpouring of love from this body of believers. There are no words. It's not a perfect church, but what church full of humans is? Its home though, its family and its where I belong.
I encourage you to find a place to belong; when you do get involved. It doesn't become home by just sitting in the chairs every Sunday and going home. Find your place to serve. It will fill your heart, I guarantee.





