Tuesday, June 28, 2022

Just Keep Praying

 Today's run was not good. I woke up grumpy and frustrated.

Some days being a human feels complicated.  All the conflict in the world right now makes my Type 9 self want to shut down.

This prayer this morning felt like balm on my soul-


And from my Jesus Listens devotional...


This morning as I was bemoaning my frustration with my own self I opened the devotional our church is doing together and saw this- Your Astounding Potential đź’–


I read this regarding the Roe v Wade overturn- it echoed a lot of my own thoughts on the matter. https://scottsauls.com/blog/2022/06/25/now-that-roe-v-wade-has-been-overturned/


So today I am reminded over and over to find my delight and purpose in the LORD. To just keep praying for all those things weighing heavy on my heart these days. To remember I have a purpose and tremendous potential. To be thankful.

Today I am thankful-
  • God hears and answers prayers
  • the kids lingering and chatting over dinner last night
  • sunshine bursting from behind clouds
  • tacos

Monday, June 27, 2022

Best laid plans + weekending

 Well, our trip did not go as planned.  

Aimee picked me up around 2 and we drove the hour or so away to the concert site and checked into the hotel for the evening. We settled in then got ready to go have dinner before the concert.  Mikayla facetimed me as we walked down the hall.  Aimee snapped this mirror selfie which I was not at all ready for.  I was still talking to Mikayla and didn't realize she was taking a picture until it was nearly too late. :P

Anyway... in the elevator we met a couple of Billy Ray fans who informed us he was in fact not coming and the concert was canceled.  Total Bummer. We headed to the concierge desk where it was confirmed for us the concert was indeed canceled. We don't know why but speculate perhaps low ticket sales.  We went to dinner and I drowned my sorrows in a philly cheesesteak and fries :P Many jokes ensued about Billy Ray breaking our achy breaky hearts...

We enjoyed a low key evening in our comfy hotel room doing this... so not exactly sad about that.


In the morning we hit the cafe for breakfast.  I love me a good breakfast :P And can I just say when the waitress set this cup of coffee before me my heart soared with happiness.

I am happy at least one person in my life shares my joy over a good coffee cup.



We did a little more reading and then headed to the Outlet Mall before we went home. 


Giant Coldbrew and more reading :P

My outlet haul... sidenote: one of my favorite things about summer- wearing all the dresses! 



Friday Hannah was headed to a sleepover with her friends but we had a few minutes to hang out before she left.  Rhett and Ryan were off on their mens camping trip so Friday evening I had the house to myself.  I reveled in the quiet. I tried a new recipe- it was delicious! And listened to the rest of my audio book.


I also finished off the paperback I was reading.

Saturday morning I spent some quality time with the boys.



Did some more gardening.
My black eyed susan's are just about to bloom!

It's looking a lot better but am still at a loss as to what to do with this mess...

Can you believe we are in the last week on June!?
I'm looking forward to another long weekend this week! 

Wednesday, June 22, 2022

. . .

 I slacked off this weekend and am trying to get back on track.  I woke up both Saturday and Sunday with a headache and just couldn't convince myself to run :(

The boys keeping me company during yoga sessions ;-)


This morning I had no will or motivation to run but somehow managed to get myself out the door.

Found a surprise from my son when I packed my lunch this morning. <3 

Hannah and I went to the garden shop and planted flowers around our mailbox.  
Hoping to plant some more in the flower bed this weekend.

Tomorrow night my childhood dream is coming true.  My middle school best friend and I are going to see Billy Ray Cyrus in concert- we have only waited 30 years for this day! Haha! It's going to be epic.


Happy Wednesday everyone!

Wednesday, June 15, 2022

May reads

37- The Cruelest Month  by Louise Penny 5/5 (audio/library) ★★★

I didn't hate it, didn't love it.  I listened to this one on audio. People love the Louise Penny books and I feel like I should too but I just don't.  I have heard that the series picks up a bit after the 4th book (this is the 3rd). So maybe I'll keep going.  One thing that bugs me is there seems like too many characters and their names to similar for me to keep straight.

Didn’t anyone die a normal death in Three Pines? And even their murders weren’t normal. Couldn’t they just haul off and stab each other, or use a gun or a bat? No. It was always something convoluted. Complicated. Very unQuĂ©bĂ©cois. The QuĂ©bĂ©cois were straightforward, clear. If they liked you they hugged. When they murdered you they just whacked you over the head. Boom, done. Convicted. Next.

Our secrets make us sick because they separate us from other people. Keep us alone. Turn us into fearful, angry, bitter people. Turn us against others, and finally against ourselves. A murder almost always began with a secret. Murder was a secret spread over time.

38- The Hidden Flame (Acts of Faith, #2) by Davis Bunn, Janette Oke 5/9 (ebook/hoopla)★★★

This was the 2nd book in the Acts of Faith series, we read the first for book club last month.  I loved it and immediately began the 2 book.  It picks up right after the ending of the first book but switches to different main characters and also we meet a couple more actual Bible characters in this book.  I liked it fine, not quite as much as the first but still good.

You simply need to trust, take each next step by faith. You will know what is right when the time comes.

“when our Christ was taken, Peter failed to stand with him. He denied him, Abigail. It broke his heart. But it also perhaps made him into the man he is today. “But Peter also warns us, continually, that we are not able to stand in our own strength. We need God’s presence with us. We must pray that God will keep us strong for whatever lies ahead and faithful to the end. And we must encourage one another. Daily.”

“But the teacher they follow is dead.” “Is he? Are you so certain of that?” Gamaliel’s eyes carried a piercing quality. “Have you bothered to hear what they are saying? They spoke their news again yesterday, standing before the group that had threatened them with death. They follow a messiah who departed so that the Spirit of God could breathe upon them all, a messiah who lives within.”

39- The Stranger in the Lifeboat by Mitch Albom 5/11 (kindle/library)

Someone in my book club mentioned this book to me. Honestly I'm not quite sure what to make of it. It was intriguing and thought provoking.

 “The distance between death and life is not as great as you imagine.” “Really?” Yannis turned his way. “Then why don’t people come back to Earth after they die?” The stranger smiled. “Why would they want to?”

“...the stories we tell ourselves long enough become our truths.”

40- The Optimist's Guide to Letting Go by Amy E. Reichert 5/13 (print/library) ★★★★

A mother daughter tale covering three generations. Gina owns a grilled cheese food truck and is dealing with the death of her husband.  Her teenage daughter May floundering herself, disconnected from her mom and reeling from the death of her father.  The matriarch, Lorraine suffers a stroke leaving her unable to speak.  Gina uncovers a huge secret in going through her mother's papers.  the story is told from each of these three points of view. As the secret and layers are sifted through they find they are not as different as they thought and outward appearances are not always what they seem.

Gina finished up the sandwiches, handed them off to people who'd been waiting, and immediately started three of her Classic grilled cheeses, a combination of Colby-Jack, American, and provolone on fresh Italian bread with a lot of butter, crisp and golden. She'd learned long ago to grill both slices of bread for each sandwich at the same time, topping them with shredded cheese, and bringing them together at the end to complete it. It took half the time and was just as delicious.

She had always viewed her mother as someone to placate, keep happy, try to please. She never thought of her as someone she wanted to know. But for the first time, she did want to know her mother. It was time to ask some questions.

41- The Love Letter by Rachel Hauck 5/19 (kindle/library)

This one was brought to my attention again by the Christian Bookworm Podcast. She mentioned a Revolutionary war time slip that immediately grabbed my attention.  I have so far loved every book I have read by this author.  I love how this story shows God seeking relationship with his people.  I loved this one so much I made it our next book club selection.

The story goes back and forth between current day and the revolutionary war period.  Jesse writes a screenplay inspired by a love letter written by his many times great-grandfather Hamilton.  He writes the screenplay to give Hamilton and Esther the happily ever after they never got.  Chloe is the actress who plays Esther in his movie.

“Tell you what, just open your Bible,” he once challenged her. “Read and pray. You’ll find treasure. Trust me. Your heart will change.”


42- Book Lovers by Emily Henry 5/20 (print/own) ★★★★

I really loved this book. The story is about sisters, small town adventures, bookstores, publishing, starting over...oh- and falling in love. I really enjoyed Emily Henry's previous two books and was very excited to read this one.  Just thinking about it now and reading some of the quotes makes me want to pick it up and read it again!

Is there anything better than iced coffee and a bookstore on a sunny day? I mean, aside from hot coffee and a bookstore on a rainy day.

That’s life. You’re always making decisions, taking paths that lead you away from the rest before you can see where they end. Maybe that’s why we as a species love stories so much. All those chances for do-overs, opportunities to live the lives we’ll never have.

 

43- Water's Edge by Robert Whitlow 5/25 (print/library) ★★★★

I picked this for our book club read based on having read one of this author's book years ago in another book club.  I was not disappointed.  All the ladies said they could not put it down! 

Tom Crane returns to his hometown to close down his late father's law practice.  After arriving he discovers the circumstance around his father's death are questionable.  His uncle also sets him on the path to encounter God.
"Hearing you is meat to my soul and drink to my spirit," the old man replied.  "I'm doing my best not to shout."

As he tromped across the field, Tom thought about his life. Relying on himself and doing what he wanted to do had left him with no job, no inheritance, no girlfriend, an uncertain future, and stubborn issues to short out in shutting down his father's practice. But for the first time in his life, he was under a greater influence than his circumstances--an inner peace based on a reality outside himself.

Elias cut another bite of steak.  "I'll give you my opinion about one thing," he said raising his fork to his lips.  "When God is moving in your life, you should enjoy the adventure."
44- The Bright Side Running Club by Josie Lloyd 5/29 (print/own) ★★★★

I stumbled across this book on our last trip to Barnes and Noble.  Of course that cover caught my attention! It takes place in England and is a group of ladies running through cancer treatment. Kiera, is diagnosed with breast cancer in the opening chapters.  While waiting on the bench outside the clinic she meets Tamsin who is running by and later sees in the halls of the hospital, Tamsin encourages Keira to lace up her trainers and join her some morning.  

The author had breast cancer in 2017 and wanted to read a book about cancer that wasn't depressing- so she wrote one.  It is delightful and heartwarming. This will be a re-read and one I am glad is part of my personal collection. I find myself still thinking about the characters, wondering how they are doing now. <3

45- Donut Fall in Love by Jackie Lau 5/31 (print/own) ★★★★


This was a fun read. A rom/com where actor Ryan Kwok stumbles into a bakery one morning knocking a plate of specialty donuts to the floor. He later hires the baker Lindsay to help him learn the basics of baking before going on the Celebrity Baking Fails show. Very entertaining- also quite open door.  Also the donut description have me wanting to make/eat all the donuts ;-)


46- All Along Your Were Blooming by Morgan Harper Nichols 5/31 (print/own) ★★★★★


I purchased this book in 2020 when my One Word for the year was BLOOM.  It sat neglected on my shelf for quite awhile.  Once I picked it up though I thoroughly enjoyed it! Uplifting and inspiring poems.  I have bought several copies as gifts.

You may not have chosen your surroundings, 
but you can choose to find life in them


 

Choosing to have joy
is not naively thinking
everything
will be easy.

It is courageously
believing
that there is
still hope,
even when
things get hard.


Total: 10     2022: 46

Kindle/Ebook: 3   Print:  6      Audio: 1

Library: 6     Owned: 4     Borrowed: 0

Unread Shelf:  3    Purchased: 1

Favorite: Book Lovers, closely followed by The Bright Side Running Club

Thursday, June 9, 2022

running, freezer meals & book club

 Two runs so far this week!


I woke up super excited to run yesterday morning!

I'm pleased with our progress so far. Goals for the next couple months-
  • Get our pace comfortably back down in the 11's
  • Be able to run the whole hill back up to our house
  • Do the Chocolate Challenge- July 23

Also ran briefly with this guy in the Munchkin Mile on Saturday- then at the first turn he had enough confidence to take off and run on his own and he did AMAZING!

Tuesday I made this Pesto Tortellini Bake from Passionate Penny Pincher.  

This was frozen- I forgot to take a picture after it was baked. But it was bubbly, cheesy and delicious!  I also made it in my really pretty blue 9x13 Pampered Chef pan =D

I also ordered her freezer meal PDF - it has 12 weeks of freezer meals! (There is also a recipe box version but decided the PDF was better suited to me.  The recipe boxes are super cute but  the PDF is more economical and a better way to try them out, in my opinion.  She did a video of week 6  on facebook live at 9 (I think, I'll be at work but plan to check it out later.)  I'm not affiliated with her in anyway- she made the planner I am using this year- which I LOVE! I'm in a major meal planning slump so I am giving this a try :P  Plus my sister wants some freezer meals for after her little one arrives- so I plan to help fill her freezer.

Tuesday was my other book club- I finished the book around lunchtime :P We read The Music of Bees and it was super! I really enjoyed it and our booktalk last night. <3

Our next book is Recipe for a Perfect Wife- sometime in July.









The nextdoor neighbor at work dropped off some lovely flowers to brighten our office.


I just was looking for a little more in my devo time today and read She Reads Truth.  The passage from Ephesians 5 really grabbed me.  Reminding myself to walk in love and live as a child of the Light today!

Friday, June 3, 2022

Pampered Chef, Book Club and Running....just a few of my favorite things!

I made this recipe the other night from my May Tastebuds shipment- it was super yummy! I subbed chicken for the shrimp and would definitely make again.  I ate it for lunch yesterday too. 




New Summer Products are available NOW! 
I'm super excited to try the new sizzle skillet!

I have so far tried the Cucumber Mojito mix- I just used water and it was delish!
(You can also use sparkling water or add a shot of your favorite spirit).

Last night was book club.  This month's read was a real page turner!
Water's Edge by Robert Whitlow

New selection for July- The Love Letter by Rachel Hauck.  It is currently available to read for free with an Amazon Prime membership on Kindle.

While we were camping last weekend I finished this book.  It was very good and left me wanting to lace up my running shoes ;-)

I stumbled across this book on our last trip to Barnes and Noble.  Of course that cover caught my attention! It takes place in England and is a group of ladies running through cancer treatment. Kiera, is diagnosed with breast cancer in the opening chapters.  While waiting on the bench outside the clinic she meets Tamsin who is running by and later sees in the halls of the hospital, Tamsin encourages Keira to lace up her trainers and join her some morning.  

The author had breast cancer in 2017 and wanted to read a book about cancer that wasn't depressing- so she wrote one.  It is delightful and heartwarming. This will be a re-read and one I am glad is part of my personal collection. 

Wednesday was Global Running Day. The run was slightly suckish, but at the same time I started to toy with the idea of running a 10K the end of July (in part because of the above book :P ).


Today's run felt amazing! Our time was like 5 minutes faster for the same route but in reverse. We really got into our groove running down the hill. I kept Bruno moving most of the first miles.  He got a little distracted once we hit the park...so many smells! Unfortunately the second mile home is pretty much ALL uphill :P

I am super excited to see what a month of consistent running and yoga can do.  I printed off a 10K training plan- after completing week one next week I will sign up for the run.